Adjustment of Habit - The Struggle

On the previous attempt I went 16 days without any substances. My uncle died and I drank, and I got high. And now here we are. I'll be alcohol sober for the next two weeks and then off for a vacation time. THC use will be as it will be.

Weight: 201.1lbs

Fat Weight: 47.0 lbs

Muscle Weight: 146.3 lbs

Blood Pressure: 129/82

Heart Rate: 57

I'm dieting. Taking the joy out of food.

Don't feel like typing much else. Happy I forced myself to do this much.

I've come to the realization that capitalism is a religion. One I find as false as all the others.

Some of my friends are fervent believers, some of them are holiday practitioners, others are just trying to survive in this religion that is omnipresent, saturating every facet of our lives and culture. I wish it would just fucking die.